Yes, ANGER. Ever present. Only natural. My anger comes from being thrown off my course...my way to the real me. The real me is my true identity. Not the one developed by defense mechanisms/lies/false reactions. To escape my reality...to be able to move on...to survive... my psyche added ways to protect my existence. This often resulted in my becoming someone else, anyone else to keep the truth from everyone who I interfaced with. This fake persona worked, temporarily but eventually I tired of it and closed the door to developing any kind of true relationship. Making friends. Keeping friends.
Makes me angry. So it is key to quiet the noise. Stay in the positive. Do positive things. Make positive decisions. This all helps the true identity to emerge.